how sad

It's just so sad. After u done everything u could, to keep urself together, just to crumble down even further. And to know that people only are nice to u bcs they only see the proper version of u. And when u started to show ur weaker side, especially to the one that u thought u could hold on to for life, they show u how u wished u didn't. And u feel so crushed inside. Now u are reminded of why u are always alone, and why u're better off alone. Bcs always during ur toughest time, there is nobody on ur side, except for u.